Hello family,

On Friday January 6, 2012 I woke up from experiencing a dream. The reality of this experience has gripped me the last many weeks. I cannot shake the stirring so sharing the symbolism with you is both exciting and a form of communion.

I pray this letter edifies you with our Father’s strength as we continually are being changed from glory to glory. (appearing to appearing)

With much love, Monique

 

Dream:

People of all nationalities had gathered together in worship.(Nationalities resemble that of a rainbow, denoting covenant)

The atmosphere was charged with energetic expectation as we were happy to be together.

Over the loud speaker “a voice” said, how many want to see the Lord? For whatever reason, instead of the loud speakers being in the front of this place, they were behind us.

Hands began going up at once. People was waving and shouting saying YES! we want to see the Lord, when suddenly the Lord appeared out of our midst in front of us walking from one side to the other.

The voice of whomever came from behind us yet the appearing of the Lord took place in front of us. It was like being in the middle, hearing from behind yet seeing in front. We were inserted in the now between hearing and seeing! (Powerful metaphor)

The majority gasped like, Oh my gosh, then ran out of the building. It was like they wanted to see the Lord yet when the Lord appeared in our midst they ran out.

I was astonished to witness so many leaving yet at the same time those of us who remained were seeing the Lord.

He was not floating in the air but walking in our midst; the size of a normal adult.

The bizarre thing about seeing Him, was His face. It seemed like a long ways off. Meaning, the Lord had on a “thin” garment (almost see through) that covered Him from Head to foot.

Looking in the opening of where His face is, seemed more like a silhouette, like a pale mist yet at the same time seeing an outline His face. (This is hard to describe) It was like seeing the outline of His face looking through a light mist.

The garment He wore was thin sheer fabric with the color of ivory. As He walked His garment moved like blowing in a light wind (not sparkled) but like that of a soft shimmer of ivory.

We are standing totally captivated by WHO we are seeing in our midst when without any kind of warning He turns and started walking toward the congregation. (Those of us who did not run out)

We did not say anything. We just walked toward Him walking toward us. (I see a key here of walking)

I personally thought all I want to do is embrace the Lord. It seemed that was the same thought for all of us that remained, embrace Him and be embraced.

The walking toward the other caused a merging within a few seconds. Meaning, once He turned walking toward us and us toward Him it was as though time was no more. Totally captivated in the walking or moving toward the other. Our desire to see the Lord and His appearing in our midst merged together as one! Desire with appearing came together being One.

The closer we got (Him toward us AND us toward Him) it was like we expanded, meaning each one of us did NOT have to take turns to line up to embrace Him, no, together we walked straight into Him as one. We did not lose our individuality yet at the same time sudden expansion of all of us being one increased within a split moment. I could not separate anyone without the appearing life of Father. Meaning, I knew them by Father’s life even though they looked like their selves.

Talk about being in Christed with, in, as such reality. No wonder Paul said being caught up is knowing A Man. I believe that MAN to be Christ, Anointed ONE, Head to foot!

The energy and the power of knowing that we had merged with Father (experiencing His appearing of being One out of desire to truly see Him as HE IS) is hard to articulate.

The energy is unlike anything I had ever encountered, simply SUCH LIFE! (No longer just a desire, now pure realization experiencing an effective function)!

It is important to note that as the Lord walked toward us AND we walked toward Him that in this junction of a merging is when the expression of such divine energy with increase was truly known. (No more just captivated, but shifted for lack of a better word as pure reality! Almost like picking up speed or being fast forwarded).

It was breath taking to see His appearing YET when we merged with Him appearing together as really being one was energy, power, vitality; SUCH LIFE that I do not have all the words to articulate!

All of us who remained merged into Him as HE (His appearing) “came” toward us. (His appearing manifested suddenly OUT OF “our” midst for we all had a desire to see the Lord) THEN suddenly came toward those who remained wanting to SEE The Lord! Now what we desired (seeing the Lord), we were now experiencing with pure being!

For whatever reason those of us who remained had a staying power and did not run away from the very appearing we were ALL excited to want to see. All of the family was shouting yes, yet when the Lord appeared out of ‘our midst’ the majority of family ran out.

I can only think there is a difference between desiring “to see” and desiring “to see TO BE”. I also thought the ones who stayed were able to experience an increase of being multiplied together “as one” with reality within split seconds. Meaning, it all took place so fast. Throttled at lightning speed! (Powerful metaphor)

At that very point of us merging together (As the Lord came toward us and we walked toward Him), suddenly His face appeared with full color and perfect shape! This is the 3rd suddenly.

[First, He suddenly appeared before all of us. 2ndly, He suddenly turned walking toward those of us who chose to remain (not run away). Now as we merged (walking into Him/into us) 3rdly, another suddenly took place, HIS FACE appeared with full color and perfect shape.]

The light mist vanished, no longer just a silhouette of His face, but FULL color with perfect form!

I realized at that very moment that the merging together caused His face (which use to be just a silhouette) to be suddenly seen, so ALL OF HIM (us in Him/HE in us) corporately was visibly clear, tangible, known and real!

When His face suddenly appeared in full color with shape, we were already in position (in union) of how it truly is to be one together in Christ so now we are able to “experience” for lack of a better word the full color with perfect shape of Father’s face. (Meaning, in the natural I can look in a mirror and see my own face. I know what my face feels like because I can take my hands and touch my face. On my face I know how it is to see through my eyes, smell with my nose, taste with my mouth, and kiss with my lips, ETC…I know how my face feels)

Being in union together with all our unique individualities caused us to be one WITH the full color/life of having, seeing, feeling, knowing etc… “With tangible experience” the perfection of His face that is being clearly seen with fullness of HIS appearing body, Head to foot!
And I woke up…

There is much symbolism threaded throughout this dream. The purpose in sharing this letter is to share the raw experience of this dream with the hope that insight will quicken in all of us as we are being continually transformed with the renewing mind of Christ.

I have thought up to this point that seeing His appearing, Christ in us, is sufficient enough. However, my mind has changed from this experience! I have been challenged with the tangible reality of fullness.

It’s one thing to desire and even see what we desire, yet “to truly be one” in reality with experience in the Fullness of His Perfection even though the majority of the family runs away is a facet of Father’s life that has gripped me.

It is no longer a silhouette, but authentic merging of being unified with Father’s proceeding and progressive expressions (plural) of SUCH PURE LIFE.

Paul said in Col. 2:9-10 AMP that “in Him the whole fullness of Deity (Godhead) continues to dwell bodily (giving complete expression of the divine nature). AND you are in Him, MADE full and having come to fullness OF LIFE (in Christ YOU TOO are filled with the Godhead and reach FULL spiritual stature). [Emphasis mine]

This is what Father opened my understanding to the beginning of 2012.

There are life encounters Father is allowing “us” to experience that may contradict the majority who say they want to see the Lord yet when HE appears “out of” our own midst, for whatever reason runs away. The running away robbed those “of experience” with truly knowing of being one with the Lord and each other. Many have a shouting desire, but needs a staying passion!

The running away robbed those of experience of truly understanding the increasing unity in the fullness of Father’s face that instantly and suddenly made known the full of color (life) of His Perfection.

I’m not saying people who run away cannot change their mind; we know they will at some point. Most run from what they do not understand and or refuse to accept that they can simply be in reality partakers together. Many has a separation mindset (Father AND people). Yet His Spirit houses, lives, abides, remains His Body, One New Creation of Whom Jesus totally restored back with dominion.

And even though we may not understand why people run from the proceeding expressions (plural) of Father’s appearing when they all quote, pray, worship, shout etc…. that they want to see the Lord, our focus is not on who runs but on His appearing in our midst walking toward who choose to remain!

Like Esther we have come with yet also as His kingdom (righteousness, peace, joy IN Holy Spirit being joined together with the Lord as 1 Spirit) for such a time as this breaking protocol that is ushering in the reality of redemption that Jesus fully accomplished (spirit, soul, body) that is beyond memorization and being reality.

I have believed for years that realities are REAL i TIES (real ties). Real being genuine and authentic just like our Father knew of us from the foundation of the world in earth as heaven! The knowing of US (new creation man) before our mother’s womb is coming forth little by little as we drive out any and all things that are not part of the promise land man. We choose to cast down vain imaginations in whatever form they appear for worship is NOT in vain!

Esther was already in position, having been prepared for “12” months and already on the inside if you will to BRING FORTH change on the outside that saved a whole nation. (Powerful picture of progressive spiritual truth)

She united or tied together the reality of the inner for the expression of the outer so that everyone in that entire nation not only prayed for whole salvation but truly experienced it! What a pattern to ponder, learn, and apply!

Same with Mary, Holy Spirit accomplished what earth needed even though Mary did not understand fully. However, she recognized the moment saying, let this be unto me!

Reality in knowing it is not by might or power but by the Spirit of the Lord is truth that makes us free.

It is my belief that if we do not leave the elementary doctrines OF CHRIST and go on to Perfection of, with, as the fullness of Godhead bodily, we will be only be memorizing that which should be a living reality out of being one with Father’s eternal spirit.

John the Baptist, a voice in his day prepared the way of the Lord (Jesus, Head of body, King of kings). While he was preparing the way of the Lord, Jesus was already present walking among people. However, when Jesus (appearing) merged together in Jordan with (the voice) the Manifestation OF CHRIST Jesus was clearly seen. (Powerful pattern of progressive truth)

In this dream we were living OUT OF being one with His corporate appearing in full color of His perfect face (Perfection) in our now. Experiencing the full life of perfection in the unity of Father’s spirit!

For example, like going from color TV into or as full color internet live streaming. The technology for lack of a better word of Father’s spirit is continually transforming us in the blink of the eye as we live, move, and have our being in Him.

Mary even though she did not understand fully, said LET THIS BE UNTO ME and what she did not understand began to fill her as Jesus the Christ formed in her. Her body that carried Christ began to grow and enlarge thus she grew being one to the point she birthed fullness of the Godhead bodily! Can you hear this? Can you see this pattern?

The fullness of the Godhead bodily came through a young girl who did not understand everything other than the right moment to say to a messenger with Father’s message, let this be unto me!

In other words, she grew with whom grew or formed in her til the growing “grew out of her” and that growing or coming forth out of her caused her with the whole world to be saved, restored, recreated!

Jesus the Christ, (Christ in us, Full Spirit of Holy) Eternal Substance made flesh in her womb then born (came forth with appearing) to be given to the whole world and she did not know man! And did not understand it all! She simply came into agreement with Father’s message telling a messenger, let it be unto me!!! What a pattern of progressive truth!!!

Can you imagine sitting in service next to her while the leaders was reading from the scroll of Isaiah and she knew along with Joseph, Elizabeth, and Zacharias that of whom they were reading she was in reality carrying?

For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even forever. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this. The Lord sent a word into Jacob, and it hath lighted upon Israel. KJV

Can any of you identify with this picture of progressive spiritual truth? I can!!!

And what is exciting, is the knowing that as it is in the natural, so it is in spirit! Neither Mary nor any of us stay pregnant with the progressive proceeding words of Father forever!

Desire even though we may not fully understand still creates many appearings (continually being changed from glory to glory) for walking together ushers in such tangible reality being merged as truly one with our Father thus experiencing such depths of the full life (color) of Perfection!

John was able to prepare the people for the Lord because Jesus was already present in the earth realm! John trumpeted the voice of the Lord preparing the people for who was already in their midst. Jesus the Head has found a place (most holy place, temple filled with HIS Spirit, a body) to rest His Head and that is on the shoulders of His body of Whom we are members in particular.

The eternal thoughts, ideas, wishes, concepts of Our Father continually flow for from the Head for He has revealed Himself, Head to foot (sole/SOUL) and oh the joy/life of living out of being partakers together of His continuous appearing/glory!

In every age there is a first fruit company who has tasted the proceeding progressive word of corporate truth and nothing can change our mind nor stop the coming forth of His Word appearing flesh!

Father’s upgrading message continually comes forth with experience out of desire to be given to the whole world so abundant life is reality and not just traditional memorization!

I’m not mocking memorization; however, to experience the progressive application of eternal life in depths of reality, is why even though I do not understand all of this can say like Mary; let it be as Holy Spirit teaches us. Simply put, let this mind of Christ be in us!

Isaiah not only spoke but also wrote of which seemed impossible and people in his age mocked him. However, nearly 700 years later a 14 year old virgin girl who knew not man said let it be unto me! What a powerful pattern.

What I have witnessed is this: the Lord suddenly appeared in our own midst because when the voice asked who wants to see the Lord, everyone said YES!

Every Sunday morning multiplied millions of people gather together through song and word saying they want to see the Lord. Although all of us ‘said’ we wanted to see the Lord, many ran away from the appearing OUT OF OUR MIDST. (Interesting imagery to ponder)

In this dream those who stayed were in position to merge into the tangible reality of being One. No longer just a desire or talk, literally a knowing of being that had us in position to experience the depths of the full colorful life of Father’s face (Perfection) as being partakers together of one spirit body.

In the midst when the majority ran away there were those who started “walking toward” a unified expression! When Christ our life appears we are with Him in glory!

There is a lot of talk about 2012 being the end of the world. I dare say it is the end of an age like we have been accustomed too! A lot of stuff has come down the pipe that needs to be filtered!

As we study to show ourselves approved unto our Father we literally position ourselves to receive the proceeding progressive word of truth that comes forth in reality of living abundant life.

Our Father seeks those who worship in spirit even truth for the harvest is already white even though the harvest has grown up in Samaria. (a place of mixture)

Jesus talked with the woman (church) of Samaria at a well. He was able to talk with her because she came to the place where He chose to rest a while. He chose to start the conversation! Then He chose the communion to have with her because she came to the well!!! (Powerful pattern)

She came for the well water of her forefather on the land of dreamer yet after this encounter of which Jesus chose the conversation; she realized she did not need the water of a dream but the reality and experience (water) of Christ in her and also to be given for and to her entire town. (The well border the land Jacob gave to Joseph)

Even though Samaria was considered to be a people of mixture, this is the very place where Jesus the Christ chose to express one the many manifestations of Father’s appearing! This place of mixture is where He told His disciples that the harvest is “already white” FOR reaping. (What a pattern!)

Resurrection breathed on His disciples, saying receive again Holy Spirit and then after 40 days of communing nothing with them but the kingdom of God (NOT devil, hell, sin, wilderness, warfare, ETC!) He told them to go to Jerusalem and wait for the promise of Father. This upper room was in the the very place where the majority had run away crying crucify HIM.

See if we do not go to Perfection we too crucify the Lord’s body afresh while we say we love Jesus yet run away from the Christ in us as tangible appearings refusing to say let it be unto me! Can you hear this in your spirit?

Yet from His breath, the inspirations of continual Life, caused 120 people out of all the world to be in ‘an upper room’ in position to literally touch the entire world as men from every nation heard our Father in their own language through these 120. (Pattern to ponder)

All (in upper room as well as all in Jerusalem) heard Father’s voice at the same time seeing manifestations of being one with Holy Spirit!

Suddenly now ALL men of every race was able to see and hear Our Father through many expressions of tongues of fire because Resurrection (Jesus the Christ) breathed upon followers.

Peter (rock) stood up at that moment and out of his belly flowed rivers of living water as multiplication with increase added to the body of Christ!

The many expressions of HIS Corporate Person continually revealing multiplied tangible appearances in earth as heaven with depths of fullness in His colorful (life) of Perfection with, in, as earthen vessels houses the greatest treasure of all, Our Father’s Spirit! We are holy for HE IS holy.

Please feel free to share back with me and or share the letter with whomever you choose.

Until next time,
Big Hug, Monique